| Monday, May 21st, 2012 |
| 7:30 pm |
worked as the receptionist/scanner at a tax firm from february-taxday. the highlight was receiving Liz Cheney's daughter and David Gregory (meet the press) but im back to being unemployed. i had an interview for a job at SMU in march. and a second interview in april. The first interview went swimmingly, the second went drowningly. I haven't heard from them in a month, very frustrating. |
| Sunday, January 22nd, 2012 |
| 12:03 am |
lj is more popular in russia than facebook, neat! its national hug day and i havent hugged anyone, oops! |
| Sunday, November 13th, 2011 |
| 9:10 pm |
back to u p s job. +: staying in shape -: everything else |
| Tuesday, November 1st, 2011 |
| 9:29 pm |
lol. got fired from winery. they gave me a completely illegal excuse (getting fired at end of october for a small thing I had been given verbal power to do by boss in july?) so. wtf. i will never have confidence. |
| Sunday, July 24th, 2011 |
| 10:19 am |
really unsure how people can go through life being so selfish/unintelligent/bossy. my life gets incredibly more hard today. |
| Thursday, April 21st, 2011 |
| 7:54 pm |
i started a job in the tasting room of a local winery. its fun. |
| Monday, April 4th, 2011 |
| 10:55 pm |
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| Friday, March 18th, 2011 |
| 1:45 pm |
whatevs 2k11
for aunts/cousins/ppls road regrets - dan mangan nerves of the nightmind - frontier ruckus the weight of lies - the avett brothers don't haunt this place - rural alberta advantage until the day i die - slingshot dakota deli dream - sourpatch gin and ironic - into it. over it. mr. november - the national train in vain - the clash atlantic city - the band beacon - matt duncan i need a dollar - aloe blacc i decided - solange eyes as candles - passion pit low shoulder - toro y moi fences (poindexter remix) - phoenix two doors down - mystery jets free energy - free energy big schools - baby teeth old old fashioned - frightened rabbit grey flag - saintseneca |
| Monday, March 14th, 2011 |
| 6:49 pm |
oh you know just dancing around the house crying a bunch while listening to katy perry. "Thank you for applying for the document preservation specialist position at our company. We wanted to express our sincere appreciation for the time and effort you invested during this process. We had some incredibly talented individuals apply and had the pleasure of meeting so many stellar candidates. Of course, this made the selection process especially difficult." |
| Sunday, March 13th, 2011 |
| 2:38 pm |
the weirdest thing about the dates two nights in a row this weekend will be the fact it'll be the first time in a decade I'll have gone on dates consecutively with girls who eat red meat. |
| Wednesday, February 16th, 2011 |
| 10:38 pm |
didn't move back to houston, oops! went on the first first-date in atleast 5 years where the girl didn't even try to go dutch. wtf? |
| Saturday, February 5th, 2011 |
| 6:30 pm |
وحدة
really restless the past few days. can't shake it or focus it. the realllllllly cute girl from NYE was at bangbang last night, we made small talk inline for the bathroom and she was like "i don't think you remember me..." i wanted to laugh/cry and tell her how much i've thought about her since NYE, but i didn't. I also didn't manage to find her after the party either, ugh. I did play a really fun/silly 90s dance (night at the roxbury-levels of cheese) set, and the place was absolutely packed, but somehow we only made 150? wtf? oh well. im probably heading back to houston within the next week. :`(. |
| Wednesday, January 12th, 2011 |
| 2:37 pm |
would probably say/admit that since the new year i've been officially depressed. not getting out of bed til past noon, feeling completely worthless/comical, luckily i've had the routine of applying to jobs so long that most days i still manage to find/apply to 2-3 positions, but still... this all sucks. I need a reset button. I'm not sure what though. Moving back to Houston won't really work, especially if my mother's husband's kids are at the house, i'd be spiteful and itching to leave almost immediately. Moving in with my father would work for a bit, but then I'd remember I'm in Arizona, no dice. My uncle has told me he could get me a job being a lineman for a local power company, but entry-level bluecollar work... even if it'd give me an income that would allow me to move out, i.... idk. i can't even bring myself to ask girls on dates i've been flirting with online, that is probably the truest measure of me actually being depressed. wish i knew how to get out of this rut. |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2010 |
| 9:28 am |
dorsey
a girl i knew in high school died this week, first time i've ever seen a facebook wall become a memorial. I had always liked her because she was the only girl in my school who was from the northeast (and the only girl that was like... dark haired, freckle-y (northeastern-looking)). sigh. |
| 7:45 am |
tossturn, two dreams of them? really? sleeping isnt even solace? fuck. i hate this. a lot. |
| 12:11 am |
i caaaaaaaaaaant describe how frustrated/sad/lonely i am tonight. |
| Tuesday, December 21st, 2010 |
| 8:27 am |
a dream of houstonmuseumofscience-going with ramzi and emily? wtf? montrose. (and emilys roommates/friends were manning the frybread cart next to my sisters book cart?) |
| Monday, December 20th, 2010 |
| 10:08 am |
a dream of shoe-shopping with frog and kels? wtf? bushwick. |
| Sunday, December 19th, 2010 |
| 8:16 pm |
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| Friday, December 17th, 2010 |
| 9:44 pm |
i can't even get a job scanning books. my ex thinks i don't want to see her if she won't put out my parents think i'm suicidal my friends.... oh, they don't exist i keep having to tell myself that 2010 was a decent year, I booked a show with national acts i adore (Hop Along, Wild Yaks), I designed a 7" for a band that rules ( Football, Etc. ) on a label i adore (Count Your Lucky Stars) and the Census job was something I will always look back on. I did a cross country road trip by myself. but still.... I spent an entire year feverishly looking for jobs and have only 4 interviews to show for it. I have a fucking masters degree and im currently doing manual labor in sub-freezing temperatures. its hard to be positive. |
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